recipe red velvet cake

for the cake....

ingredients:
1 1/4 cup cake flour
1/2 tsp baking powder
1/2 tsp salt
1 tbsp cocoa powder
1 tbsp red coloring
60 g soft unsalted butter
3/4 cup sugar
1 nos egg
1/2 tsp vanila essence
1/2 cup whole milk + 1/2 tbsp vinegar (mix well)
1/2 tsp baking soda
1/2 tsp vinegar

methods:
1. preheat oven 175 c
2. sieve flour and baking powder, put aside
3. in small bowl, combine cocoa powder and red coloring,, add some water and stir well.
4.beat butter and sugar till light and fluffy, add in egg and beat till blended.
5. add vanila essence and the cocoa mixture, beat well.
6. add in flour and milk(milk that has been mix with vinegar) alternately.
7. add in vinegar and baking soda. stir well with spatula.
8. pour to mold and bake for 40 min or until cooked.
9. once cool, slice cake into two and spread cream cheese filling. put in chiller  before served. ^^

for cream cheese filling:
ingredients:
125 g cream chese
50 g unsalted butter
80 g icing sugar
1 cup fresh cream(whip till stiff)

methods:
1. beat cream cheese with butter till soft
2. add in sugar a little at time till well blended
3.add whipped cream, stir well with spatula

bowsan,,,, penat,,,, x ad semangat,,,, adehh

itu la yang aku rase sekarang ni,,, hurmmm,,, ak tak tahu la nak describe macam mane life ak sekarang ni,,,,\
i mean life kat dungun,,,, huuu,,,,
bosan tahap gaban,,,,
penat nak belajar,,,,,
 tak ade semangat nk study,,,,semangat ni ade selalu mase da tengah2 malam,,, huh,,,
hurm,,,
mak,, adek nak kawen boley x? hahaha,,,
mampos ak kene belasah nanti,,, ahah,,
gatal ,,,,
haha

borink weyhhh,,,,,
x sabar nak cuti 4 bulan,,, huuu,,,
sekarang ni rase macam nak bercraft je,,,
tapi,,,,
paper ade 3 ag,,,
huuu,,, tp bercrafting ni boley wat ak hepi,,,,
n it can release my tension,,,,
hurmm,,,
 buku chenta yang ak nk wat untok incik bumblebee tu,,,
da bebulan2 tertangguh,,,, adeh,,, mtk maaf la syg,,, nk wt buku tuh kne ad mood,, eheh,,,
alasan je... hahah,,, nati sy buat okey,,,, ngeee,,,, :P
hurm,,,'
convo 15/5 nih,,,
x sbr,,, hehe,,, tp result bese jew,,, x gempak,,, mcm segan jew,,, huuu,,,
tp ak da wat sehabis baik da,,,, huu,, hurm,,
ok laa,,, enough for now,,,
sok ad ade paper sbnarnye,,, stress,, hihi,,,' wish me luck babe,,, hehe
salam,,,,,

ak yg smakin boolat,,,, haha,,,

problems,,,

problems are everywhere,,,

its happen to everybody,,,,

the different is, how people handle with it,,

sometimes,, 

some people can just ignore their problem,

some people like to solve the problem,

some people just take it easy,,,,

hurmm,,,

for me,, problems is something that we must to face it,

if anything happen,,, we must no how to handle it.

if i have a problems,, usually i will think hard how to solve it,

sometimes i cannot sleep because of the problems,

maybe for others, my problems is just a small matter,,,

but,, for me,,, i will think hard about the problems.

now i have problems,,

but,,

i want to be professional ,,

for this time being,, 

i just let it be,,

let they do what ever they want,,

eventhough im feeling stress for what have been they doing,,,

i dont know,,

 may be its my fault,,,

but,,, why did'nt they tell me,,,, 

hur,,

whatever,,,

 i will try to adopt with this sucks environment,,,

luckily,,,

i have my lovely family,,,

i have him,,

i have a good listener to hear my problem,,,

thanks ,,,,

if i make a mistake,,,

please tell me,,,,

hurmm,,

1st april 2011

huhu,,,
rasenye dah lame giler aku x update blog ni,,, huhu,, kebizian yang melampau,,, harap maklum,,, hihi,,
next week,,, penoh ngan test and presentation,,, adeh,,, hope ak tabah,, ahah,,,
nk cite ape ea,,, life?
so far aku rase okay je sume,,
family ok,,
die ok,
frents pon ok,,,
n hope everyone that i noe is fine,,,
hurmm,,
 actualy,, tujuan ak  tulis entry ni adalah untuk menyatakan,,, bahawa,,
ak nk diet,,,, haha,,, kali nih serius!,,
weeeee,,,,
tgk sbulan ag jd cmne yer,,, hihi,,,
 now my weight,,, 61 kg,,,
so tgk nxt month jd bpe yer,,,
 huhu,,,

dungun life~~~

hurm,,, actually ak da mcm bosan lar dok kt dungun ni,, huhu,,, bley ke ek nk ckp cmtu? hahaha... hurm,,, if ari ad clas, pg g class, mkn, balek uma or stay masjid, g clas ag,,, ptg balek,,, o mlm,,,, then balek wat homewrk... kalo cuti plak,,, dok je la uma,,,, on9, making craft, gossiping,,masak,,, tdo,,, makan,,,, tu je la aktiviti nye,,, adeh..... huhu,,, hurmm,,, xtaw da ak nk wtpe ,,,, sgt2 bosan okeyh,,,huhu,,anyone ad solution untok ilangkan bosan ak ni??? huhuh,,, suggest pliz,,,^^

suprise yg x jd,,, huhu

huhu,, ni cite smlm,, hehe

smlm g date ngn incik usin,,,

da la bgn lmbt,, haha,,

actualy ak ad wat kek,,

so, konon nk bg suprise la,,

jmpe die bwk kek,,

then

kek tu ak decorate cket2 je

bese2 je,,,

gune choclate rice yg bntuk star,,

hehe,,

 then  ak buat la jd bntuk lurve, n huruf u,,,, topping die ak gune choclate,,

then ak ad grate choc cket...

so,, ak g naek bus,, almaklum la,, bus tailye ni cm roler coaster,,, huhu,,

bile da jmpe die,, x tros tgk pon kek  tu,, die pon ckp , jp ag la bru tgk ape yg ak bwk tu,,

die x taw pon ak bwk kek sbnarnye,,, huhu,,,

then,,, ak pon kate ok je,, sbb ak pon da lapar,,, x hengat plak cuaca ari tu panas giler,,,

after da mam kt mcd n jln2 kt dp n mp,,

 ktorg pon g lepak tmpat bese,,,

kt c2 pon mule die x mo tgk,, tp ak da gtaw tu kek,, so ak kate,,, bwk blek uma je la kalo kenyang ag,, then die kate ok,,,

tp ak cm x puas ati,,

ak tnye la,,, xmo tgk ke kek  tu dlu,,

ak pon g amek,,

 then bkak,,,

tadaaa,,,,

tgk,,, da jdik corak ape,,,,

hampess,,, hiihihi,,,

lurve ntah ke mane,,

grated choc pon da tenggelam,,

topping pon cair,,,

pehh,,, giler sdey ak,,,

huhu,,,

,,,

moral of the story: sile jgn bawak kek bile naek bus tai lye,,,, hahah

papai,,,

new item,,, teehee,,,

kali nih try gune ribon organza,,, eh,,, organza ke satin ek name die? hehe,,
oh,,, sy tidak pasti ye... hehe,,,,
 tp inilah hasil nye,,, ngeee,,,,

bookmark lolipop 1

bookmark lolipop 2

bookmark lolipop 3

bookmark lolipop 4

bookmark lolipop 5

bookmark lolipop 6

bookmark ribon

all new items i made,,,,, (^^)

(^^)

love it!!,, hehe

hehe.... amacam?,,, bley market x agak nye ek,,, hehe,,, coment pliz,,, huhu

alhamdulillah,,,,,

hurmm,,,
alhamdulillah,,,,
 dpt jgk smbung  degree,,,
 tp yg sdey nye,,,
 dkt dungun,,,,
 huhu
 jaoh ,,,,,
jaoh dr fmly,,,
jaoh dr die,,,
jaoh dr bestie...
huhuhu
sbr ye supia,,,, huhu,,,
nway,,, wish me luck k,,,, heheh,,,
chaiyok opie!!,, hehe

~asam pedas ikan~

tibe2 mcm nk share recipe plak,,, hehe.
fevret nih,, ak blaja msk asam ni ngn arwah wan ak dlu,,
msk asam nih x mcm msk asam mlake ,, sbb die cm pekat cket,,
so sape nk try boley try  la,,,
hehe,,, gud luck! (^^)

yg blah kiri yerp,, hehe,, ni sy gune ikan merah n terung,

BAHAN2 NYE


 blend:

• 1 ulas bwg bsar
• 5 ulas bwg merah(kecik)
• 4 ulas bwg putih
• 1 inch halia
• 1 inch kunyit idup
• 1 sudu kecil udang kering
•  sdikit belacan

laen2:

• 10 sudu bsar cili kering yg telah di blend(boley tmbah if nk pedas)
• 1 sdu kecil halba
• daun limau purut/daun kesum
• 1 cwn kecil air asam jawa 
• 2-4 keping ikan (tenggiri, parang, merah)
• bendi atau terung
• garam 
• myk masak

CARA2 NYE

1. Panaskan minyak, tumis halba sekejap, jgn sampai hangit.
2. Masukkan bahan yg tlah di blend kecuali cili.tumis smpai naik bau.
3. Masukkan cili , tumis sampai naik minyak,
4. Kemudian, masukkan air asam jawa, tambah air jika mahu.
5. Setelah mendidih, masukkn daun limau, garam secukup rase dan ikan.
6. Akhir skali, setelah secukup rase dan ikan telah msk, masuk kn bendi , tutup api,
7. Siap!! heheh... makan time,,,hihi...

p/s: -ikan tu jgn bia lame sgt,, takot hancur,

       -ni portion ntok 3-4 org makan,,

       - segala kekurangan, harap di maaf kn,, hehe,,im stil learning too...(^^)

tq,,,

glitter-graphics.com

being a babysitter at my sister house,,,chup!! a chef too,,, hikhik

huhu,,
da msok 5 ari ak dok cni,,, huhu,,,
mcm2 jd,,, hehe,,,
1st day,
 ank k.ngah yg paling kecik, bby name die...kne cirit birit n mntah2,,
looks like food poisoning,,, then,, ak ciap bwk die g kinik,,,dgn bantuan jiran sblah,, hehe,,,
2nd day plak,,
, k.ngah kate die dmam,,,
ak ase,,, dmam la jgk,,, pns,,, then die mcm x lrat,,,, baring jew,,,,,pastu mlm,,,
k.ngah balek,, k.ngah bwk die g kinik ag,,,
3rd day,,
die mcm x sehat sgt lg,,,pg tu,, pas ak bgn,,,, ak bg die roti,, tbe2 idung die bdarah,,, cuak gak ak,,, byk taw.... adeh,,, isaw ak,,, then ak tnye la,,,slalu kalo idong bby bdarah,, mama wt ape?... then die ckp,,, mama bg tisu,,,, cm nk glak pon ad gak,, hahah,,,, then ak bg die towel kcik n soh die baring jew,,,
n ari ni ak try wt ayam paprik... heheh,,, jd la jgk kn,,, hikhik,,,tp bby cm x ad slera nk mam pon,,,die mam cket je,,,huhu,,,
4rd day,,,,
ak bgon je tgk bby x ad,,, then ak tnye dak abg,,, bby mane,,, die kate g ospital,,, ak pon bru cm tringat,,,k.ngah ad ckp kot,,, p ak mamai2,, hikhik,,,then ak msg k.ngah,,, k.ngah kate bby kne admit ward n kne msok air,,,, cian bby,,,, tgah ari tu ktorg g mlawat die,,, hehhe.... ari ni ak wt nc ayam,, hehe,,, okey la jgk kot,,,, smpai k.long segamat kate abes pantang die ntok diet  mkn mlm,,, heheh,,,,

ni pic bby,,, tgk la tgn die tu,,,,

5th day,,,,,
bby stil kt ospital,,,,
update this blog,,,
xtaw nk msk ape,,,, hahah,,,
bowrink da ak,,,
ari2 mkn ayam jew,,, heheh,,,
t ptg o mlm ak update ak msk ape,,, hehe
papai,,,,

kelenguhan ,,, heheh,,

huhu,,, smlm sgt pnat okeyh,,,
taw ak wt ape,,, hehe,,, jeng2,,,
mesin rumput,,,, haha,,, tbaek lahh,,,
pnat gler,,, cmne la ayah ak, acik ak n dak apiq bley msin lame2,,,
pnat kot,,,
smpai pas msin tuh,,,
ak ase tgn ak cm xley nk angkt2 brg,,, huhuh
pastu mlm td,,, lenguh2 tgn
huhu,,, ni pon sengal2 ag,,, huhuh

my new project,,, buttons!!.... heheh

huhu,,,,
lihat la kwn2,,, project bru sy,, hehe,,,

ngeeee

b 01

b 02

b 03

b 04

b 05

b 06

b07

fabric flower brooch

ff 01

ff 02

kalo sape nk oder bley yer,,, hehe,,,

coment kt cni yerp,,, atau pon kt fb,,,

hehe...
ak blaja wt fabric flower ni kt sini and some of the butang ak bli kt kdai comel,,,,
kalo rajen,,, like la ni kt fb ak...
heheh,,, thanx,,,,

That’s When I Love You

maw feeling2 love sket ea,,,
hahah,,, suke plak lagu ni,,
akceli ak x taw cmne nk masok kn lgu dlm ni,,
haha,,, ni ak bg lirik je okeyh,, hehe
nih lirik die okeyhh,,,

When u have to look away
When u don’t have much to say
That’s when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That’s when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I’m waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here’s my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that’s when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can’t get enough
That’s when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That’s when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u can’t quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that’s when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here’s my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that’s when I love u
When nothing u do can change my moind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can’t get enough
That’s when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that’s when I love u when nothing baby
Nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love
The more my heart can’t get enough
That’s when I love u
when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what

by aslyn,,

formspring.me

maw tanye sy? ok,, tanye la,, (^^) http://formspring.me/sufiaishak

missing dungun already...... hahaha

uitm dungun,,

full of memories...

sweet,, sad,,, lurve,,, laugh,,, frentship,,, hapiness,,,everything,,,,

dip in foodservice management a.k.a pengurusan perkhidmatan makanan,,,

mule2 masok,,, mmg xtaw cos ni mcm mne sbnarnye... huhu

juz taw,,, psal mknn n msk2,,, hahha

da la 2nd intake,,

so ad mcm ketinggalan sket la,,

entry ni ak nk cite psal rumate2 ak,,, hehe

after diz bru nk citer psal classmate plakk,,,,

huhu,,

part 1...

hostel kt perhentian,,

level 3,,,

no blik ak x ingt,,, PHA 318 mybe,,, huhu

mak aih,,,, huhu

mse nih,,,

first time ak jmpe azfarina azila@zie

hahah,,,kerek kot muke die mule2 nih,,, mak die jew yg ckp ngn ak,,,

p lme2 ktorg okey,,, huhu,,,

ciap bley g lepak kt gadong,,,

pdahal time tuh,, bdk klas laen x pnah g lg,,, haha,,,

ad ag sorg bdk yg ak rpat time part 1 nih,,,

yati,,, bdk comel,,, hehe,,,

p da lost contact da dgn die skang,,, huhu..

die pndah mase nk naek part 2,, amek spa....

erm,,,, lupe lak,, rumate ag sorg,, tiniey,,

huhu,,, ni pon da lost cntact jgk,,, huhu,,,
crik kt fb pon x jmpe,,huhu,,
mane la ko ilang nih,,, hihi

erm,,, die ni mule2 x ngam ngn ak n zie,,,

tp,,, bile nk abes sem tu,, bru ktorg  rapat n mesra,,,, hehe,,

ciap wt vdeo ayumi ag,,, hahha
tini,, hang ad smpan ag x vdeo ayumi ak tuh,,, hakhak,,,
rndu dat time,,,,

part 2

kolej kapas

level 1

kp 134

huhu,,,

new hostel,, and new rumate,,,

time nih cm sdey,,, sbb x pat sme bilik ngn zie...huhuh

die dpt bilik sblah,,, hehe,,x jaoh pon,,, ngeee

rumate ak time nih,,

basyaria@aby

miza ahmad@ miza

atika sanusi @tika san

mule msok bilek ni,,, ak jmpe miza,,,

da r muke die cm grang kn,,,

haha,,,

ak ciap ckp kt ude,,

"de,, rumate adk tu cm grang jew,,"

huhu...

then da lme2,,,

sbnarnye,,,

sume org ok,,, hehe,,, skepala la jgk,, hehe

kmi sgt mesra okeh,,, hahha,,,

antara aktiviti yg ktorg plg suke ialah:

- maen cubit2

-maen usik2..

hahha,,, korg phm kn,,, ngeee,,,

blik ktorg ni plg bsing kot,,,

dgn suare ak +miza+aby ,,,

ade mse ktorg terjerit2 cm org giler,,,

hahha,,,

mis dat time lorr,,,huhu

plg ak suke,,,

bile atika sanusi tension,,,

sbb,,, bile die tension,,, die akan MENGEMAS,,,

hahah...

ini t'masuklah mngemas meja n katel ak yg sgt 'tersusun' itu,,,

hahaha....

i loooiiikkeeee,,,, hahah

erm,,,

ntok pengetahuan korg jgk,,,

blik nih sntiase ade VIP guest,,,

mereka ialah:

nadzifatun njwa @ awa

n

maizatul akma,,@mai

n x lupe juge,, jiran sblah iaitu

azfarina azila @zie

mereka ni mmg sgt suke bertandang ke blik kami,,,

huhu..

part 3

still in da same kolej n room,,,

kp 134...

hehe

tp,,, aby ngn miza da x ad,,,

dorg dpt karah time ni,,,,

mule cm sdey la jgk,,,sbb xtaw sape rumate bru kn,,,

huhu

then,,, bru ak taw,,,

junior hotel msok blik ni,,

huhu,,, mule2 ak tgk dorg cm bdk baek2 jew...

hehe...

rumate ak mse nih,,:

atika sanusi ag,,,

zaimiza@miza

hafizah@ pija

and dorg ni plak ad la kwn yg slalu nk brtndang kt blik ni,,,

n bdk tu adlah;

farahana@ fana@haha

hehe...

ni pon lme2 ktorg jd rpat,,,

smpai dorg label ak 'mak tiri'...

hahah... sbb nye,,,

sile phm sndri,,

huhu,,,

dorang ni ak anggap cm adek2 ak je...

even sbnrnye,,, ak x ad adek,,, heheh

alkisah nye,,,

bile da akher sem,,

c awa,, tlah mngajak ak,aby n miza ntok pndah bilek,,,

awa yg beriyer2 sbnarnye,,,'

then,,,

ak pon apply la nk tkar bilik,,,

ak,aby n miza,,,

tp bile last2,,,

tbe2 die ckp x jd plak,,, die soh ktorg je pndh bilik,,,

die ckp,, die nk jd guest je kt blik tu nati,,,

so,,, ak , aby n miza pon apply je la,,,

ak yg uruskn dorg nye borg ni,,

sbb nye,,,

dorg da blek dlu,, huhu,,,

part 4

jeng333...

hehe

ktorg dpt tkr bilik,,,

level yg sme,,, blik je lain

kp 102,,,ngeee

tp,,, ak ngn aby je yg sme blik,,,

miza x pat,,

n ak ad 2 org rumate bru,,

huhu,,

tikah @tikah kecik

hani nabila@ hani..

huhu,,,

hani ni pon muke mule2 cm kerek,,, haha

tp lme2,,,

kmi jd baek,,, hehe,,,

awa mcm bese la...]

still suke dok blik ktorg,,, haha....

time nih,,,

awa ciap ad bwk org laen ag,,,

iaitu:

mira@ princess@mirabeluncas,,,

hahah...

x silap ak,,

sem ni pose,,,

so,,

ktorg slalu la b'buka brsame2,,

heheh...and

time ni la,,,

ad kjadian org msok bilek ktorg,,,

ak sgt bersyukur,,, sbb,,,

lappy ak x kne amek,,,

die juz amek enset tika jew,,,

cian tika,,,

tp ak mcm plek jgk ngn pencurik ni,,,

sbb

time tuh,,, lappy ak n awa btol2 ats meja,,,

n,, org tu msok kt tgkp kt meja ak,,,

huhuh,,,

sgt brnaseb baek my lappy,,huhu,,,

n nseb baek jgk die x ape2 kn ktorg,,,

huhu,,,, tkot2..

mse kt blik ni jgk,,,

ktorg ad wt suprise party ntok awa n mai,,, huhu,,,

msti korg ingt lg kn,,

especially,, awa n mai la,,, hahah,,

part 5...

time nih,,

ak ad 2 bilik,,

huhu,,,

awl2 sem,,, ak dok kt dyung,,,dyung 1 blik bpe ntah,, huhu,,

rumate ak,,,

ola,,

anis...

e-ein,,,

anis ngn e-ein ni bdk dca,,,

junior la,,,

huhu

ola plak clasmate ak,,,

huhu..

time nih ak slalu lepak bilik membe ak a.k.a clasmate ak,,,hehe

so cm x byk mmory sgt ngn rumate,,, hehe,,,

da nk tgh2 sem tu,,

ktorg kne pndh blik,,,

g balek kpas,,, huhu,,,

so ak n aby pon apply blik lme ktorg,,,

hehe

then ktorg ajak masi skali,,,

hehe,,,,erm...

mse ni,,,

yg plg besh,,, dorg celbrate bday ak,,, huhu,,,

sgt tkejot n tipah tertipu okey,,,, huhu

kek yg besh,,, hahah

thanx korg to aby, zie, masi, fana, miza n pija,,,

ak mmg sgt tkejot time tuh,,,haha

time ni pon,,,

kte ad g mkn2 kt amar kn,,,

huhu,,,mase tu awa,mai n tika blek dr practical,,huhu

sgt swonok,,, huhu,,,

mish u guys laaa,,,

huhu,,,

my fmly at dungun,,, huhu,,,

luv korgg,,,,, zie,aby,miza ahmad,awa,mai,tika san,fana,pija, miza arai, hani n tikah kecik,,, huhu,,,korg mish ak x??? hahaha

p/s: nati ak uplod pic k,,, hehe,,, x sempat lor,,,

kehilangan...

ermmm... korg pnah rase x cmne ilang org yg kte syg??....
bkn ilang kejap...p ilang ntok slamenye..
ilang dari dunia ni,,, in other words, MENINGGAL DUNIA.
ermmm.
awl2 ari 2.. ak cm x trase sgt khilangn die..
mybe sjak da msok u ni ak da x slalu dok ngn die..
mybe alsn nye sbb ak jaoh,,, bile cuti, ak sebok nk dok uma.. nk jmpe kwn...
sdg kn die slalu ajk dok ngn die..
tmankn die kt uma biq,,, ajk g jb....
p ak x dpt wt sume 2... sbb nye..
at dat time..
ak ase,,, byk ag mase ak bley spend ntok die nati...
ak lbey pntingkan bnde laen....
skang ni ak nyesal sgt...' nyesal x dpt wat sume 2 ntok die.....
sdey.....
da la ak x smpat jmpe die b4 die operate...
ak juz smpat tgk aftr operate,, at dat time, die da x ley ckp,x bley senyum, x bley cium ak,
die kt icu.. x stabil.... tgn n kaki die da lbam.. dctor kate time operate drh die rndh,, so drh x smpai kt ujung2 jari 2........ ak sdey sgt biler tgk k'adaan die cm 2....
emg ak nages je spnjang ak tgk die 2..
x lme pas 2... die da bley bkak mate...
ak pon blek u blek..
sbb ingtkn die da stabil.
2-3 pas 2... akak ak ckp die da ok..
da bley ckp.
juz die sdey ngn tgn n kaki die..
ak pon ase lega la cket...
tbe bpe ari pas 2...
akak ak col..
die mkin trok..
conditon x stabil
ad infection plak kt lung,,,
ak risau sgt..
ak tros crik tket,,,
nk blek tgk die..
seb bek ad tket..
mse tgk die.
emg nmpk die suffer,,
bgntung kt machine 2.
ktorg bce yasin rmai2.
ad ustz 2 soh ktorg mtk maap ngn die..
sbb tkot pape nati..
ak sdey gler..
ermm..
mlm 2 ak blek dungun blek.
ak ckp kt mak.
pas clas sok ak nk blek kl blek
mak x kc
mak ckp plajaran pnting,, pastu ak mrh mak..ak ckp ak blek pon ak x bknnye bley pay att.
pkrn ak kt cni jgk..
pastu mak diam
mak ckp ske ati ak la
ak pon blek je dungun,,,
da smpai dungun ak cm lupe ngn condition die..
hanyut dgn dunia ak..
gnap 10 ari puase.
31.8.2009..
lpas mgrb
k.chik col.
die ckp
die rase wan da x ad..
tp dr. x cnfrmkn ag....
ak sdey..
p ak x ckp ngn org..
ak tros pack brg..
ak ckp ngn rmte ak
wan ak sakit ag,,
ak col afz
ak ckp kt die..
die soh ak sbr..
sbb x cnfrm ag...
ak da ckp kt die,,
papehal nti anta ak g busten.
x lme pastu
along lak col ak...
die pon ckp cm k.cik..
die nanges2..
ak jd sdey gler...
p ak thn..
ak wt cm bese jew..
dlm 8 lbey,,,
k.cik col ak..
die ckp wan da xad..
\ dctr da cnfrmkn
ak tros amek beg, col afz n tros g bsten
smpai kt bsten..
ak tros nk bli tket..
tp tket x ad..
hari merdeka kn..
rmai org blekk
time 2
ak xpat than sdey ag..
ak nanges je kt dpn afz..
pastu abg tket 2 cm cian kt ak..
die ckp die try adjustkn
tgu la bus yg kol 10..
seb bek ad tmpt ntok ak..
dlm bus,,
bru ak msg kwn2 ak
bru ak gtaw..
ermm..
spatutnye kol 6 lby da smpai..
p mlg nye nseb ak
bus 2 tbe2 osak
lme gler
ak soh k.cik amek ak kt tmpt bus osak 2..
kt area jasin la
dlm kol 9 lbey bru k.cik smpai..
dlm kol 10, ak smpai uma..ak isau x pat tgk wan ntok kali t'akhir..
ak smpai dorg kate dorg tgah mndikan wan..
smpai je uma wan.. ak slm biq,, ude,, sume..
ak x ley thn..
ak nages jew..
dorg soh ak g mndikn wan..
p dorg kate nk mndikan wan x ley nages..
ak tgk je dr jaoh
ak x ley nk wtpe..
ak nanges jew..
lpas siapkn wan,,
dorg panggil sape2 nk cium n tgk wan ntok last time..
ak nanges jew...
dorg soh thn...
jgn nanges..
ak cium wan..
ak pgang muke wan...
pastu ak dok je tpi wan..
tgu org lain cium wan..
lpas sume da tgk wan,,
dorg bwk wan naek ats ntok smyg
lpas tu bru smpn wan...
ermmm....
kalo korg syg org 2...'
tunjukkn la mcm mane kte syg kn die..
sblm tlmbt...
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date sbnar ak tlis post ni ialah pd 30/10/2009,,,jumaat,,,,11.04 pm

actly entry ni kt blog lame ak,,,

ak nk close da blog tu,,,

tp ak syg dgn entri ni,,,

so ak copy la kt cni,,,,,

ermm,...

adk rndu wan,,,,,

ermm,,,,,

,, al-fatihah untuk arwah wan ak,,,

hjh asmah mohamad.....

kemalasan melanda.....

kemalasan dtg ag,,,huhu,,,

adeh,,,

ape nk wt?

nk wt report pon x lrat...

x lrat ber pk,,, hahha

yg ak mampu

on9

on9

on9

on9

tb

tb

tb

hahahah

giler da ak ni,,,

report bru sparuh

huhu,,

cmne tuh??

heheh

adeh,,,

soryy,,, no mood to update,,,

too bz lar,,, huhu,,,,

juz,,,

my life getting better n great...

vry bz wit my reportt,,,

uwaaa,,, huhuhu

adakah ianye slamenye....

adakah ak akan begini slamenye...

ak x taw...

smpai bile ak nk mcm ni...

ak x taw,,,

sumtimes i feel tired,,,

feel like want to go somewhre else..

somewhere dat no one no me,,,

somewhere dat nobody can find me,,,

boley ke?

nk crik ketenangan la mksod laen nye,,,,

ermmm,,,

dun no la,,,,

dun noe...

i dun noe la

no feelings...

t0 do the report,,,

to buat kje rumah,,,

to talk.....

to ape2 pon la,,,

pesal ntah,,,]

mybe sbb bru bgn kot,,,'

nth,,,

ase cm nk mrh pon ad jew,,,

p nk mrh kt sape plak?

x kn tibe2 jew nk maen mrh2 kn,,,

hurmmm,,,,

ntah laaaa....

papai....